Escript EmbarrassEd

from Toø Much by Name

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Track 7: Escript EmbarrassEd
Myself is veiled in attempts to communicate what this is for me/ though simultaneously this is also me and I must accept this is who I am/ even if I don’t like it/ it is not about what I believe to be my preference/ this is may harm me/ it is that I am/ change happens whether or not I exist but to actually be here as this happens/ my current aim is to channel my experience and so I thank you for being open/ I will also try to remember that we are/ that we can/ and forever we will be us/ and we so deserve all the love we can channel/ not knowing is not wrong/ remember that you are right now/ remember this is an attempt to love/ love/ love yourself/ love everyone/ love everything/ be who you are/ not what others tell you to be/ remember that you are and that you have you/ you are you/ to embody change is to be you/ I am attached to change/ and my shadow reveals me/ shows me that I am when I remember that it is/ between heaven and earth/ space and hell/ religion, science/ angles and angels/ degrees, directions, points, lines, planes of existence/ we travel/ forever/ eternally/ knowing that we don’t but we are/ here/ listening/ to a recording of my voice/ from which I speak/ currently into a microphone with some dried, half-dried jasmine flowers duct taped, to remember the scent/ to remember the smell/ to remember to breath/ to remember to be here/ leaving a transmission on a tape cassette or maybe some other media/ to be listened to/ this is me reaching out/ this is me not knowing/ admitting that I don’t know/ thinking how ridiculous it is that I have to put this on a tape cassette/ and/ I can’t be embarrassed anymore/ its not worth it/ hopefully I can apply this in some other way that’s not me recording myself in my bedroom/ thanks.