Name US Love Tour 2015

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1.	Warp-in 00:15		buy track
2.	Dream Love ( Reminder ) 00:49	lyrics	buy track
Incubating dreams a hope aspiration guidance inner self inner love deep love with out with in all through out out out + it is a line it is a plance it is a point my point is my aim my aim is love self love other love being love working love magic love real love love love be love am love is love yes it is love + you make it what it is take it to your dreams from your dreams to the real what is real it is you.
3.	Mutation 00:26		buy track
4.	62˚ Comedy 03:22	lyrics	buy track
Feeling cold when it's 62˚ outside feeling the wind on your skin seeing clouds get pushed out from over the moon. wondering the next time you'll have sex. wondering the next time you connect with somebody and it really feels like you understood one another and you said what you really wanted to say - maybe having not been able to say it before, or saying it the best you've ever been able to up until that point in your life. forgetting what that really is. wondering if you've ever really had that. being nostalgic for a situation you opted out of, even if that meant for your better mental health. wondering what mental health is. = thinking there is a clean slate, looking up "tabula rasa" in the dictionary. writing a list of things to do, accomplishing it, writing another list of things to do, crossing things off and still wondering what it means to be, in love. = love is a deep sorrow and a high spring, it is an immense feeling that has facets like a natural uncut diamond. i wonder if i can stop wondering and redirect my energy to something more useful although i've been aware fr// Awake,,, for 17 hours having driven 3 hours, moved and chopped logs, did movements, cleaned, and played drums, and i cant sleep. = is art my neurosis, my neurotic nature, my drive, my sex? = inter-coursing from the air to my blood, tasting potato chips and toothpaste, clutching a hexagonal pen that's uncomfortable while my nose runs. = this may be the worst art and not in a "good" way. I cant doubt others' feelings but i doubt myself. does having a big ego stop that? or do i just give up for something less although my heart begs for something more. and does that qualify me as a masochist. part of me thinks i'm ready for death.
5.	SourceSoarSore7 01:45	lyrics	buy track
how many times can i have the same words mean something different each time it is said which words are bigger than most or is it the weight the context momentary thought exhaustion relative relationships incest ingest discover divulge direct uncover God Love Hate Sorrow Indepedence Dependence Common Objective Source What is source What source this Sore Soars This transition is false My reclamation is contrived My value is prescribed This language is,,,
6.	I Must Accept 01:48	lyrics	buy track
I must accept that who I am Who am I? Who am I? To say, to say, these words. I could remain speechless and deny effort or magic and i continue to miss the point entirely. Love For there is no other word. Love For there is no other world. Love Because it is Divine. Love Because it is ours. Love Because Freedom. Love Because i want to be there within it, Though it is already within me. Open your heart, You make It what It is: Open your heart, It is what It makes you.
7.	Stone Inside ( Tall Trees ) 01:19	lyrics	buy track
Tall Trees Must Grow like stone inside to stand i can do the same. rooted around bugs who try and taste my flesh i wish them away and the come biting back I am a stone inside (cut from the recording) to bear fruit drop seeds shed leaves after having grown all season my brown is a sign of strength the bark i shed shows true beauty an ambivalent stroke of my pen attempts to have more taste a full meal go to a forest or nature lately? when was the last time i saw --- to go straight to the source i am already here which mountain which stream which path which clearing I am already here and for what to be we are here to help each other? we are - here - now. what? am i really?
8.	Taurus 04:18	info	buy track
9.	CFree 03:07	lyrics	buy track
Your Reason is a Phallus My obligation is, unheard of You cry I live my life like a monster, enchanted wit, sorrows tart taste. I wish i had some chocolate. I went on a walk today, and felt myself. Covered in skin and heart aflame The scent of a flower numbed me. with its hot poker stickin' out a green star sit perfectly between 5 purple petals and a small white stripe came from the middle. When you love your hurt so much that you're alive and you do not know how to express it in another person's pain; A pedophile touched my heart. He was drinking to die. Where is your art? He bet i'd never hurt anybody's heart before. Honest and tenderly We agreed on Love.
10.	FFBFF ( POMTIARFD ) 02:25	lyrics	buy track
My Doubt My Individuality the first fall before first flight jumping into nothing being there as if i knew i had to but why that trajectory this leap from stable ground a tilted rock with just enough space to cradle my back i look out with out /// Limits Aesthetics Tastes I saw a car it made me feel Wreckless /// Part of me thinks I'm ready for death.
11.	Writing 01:47	lyrics	buy track
writing for when you are alone writing for when you cant sleep writing to feel important writing to let things go writing because you cant figure out what else you can do writing because you dont have anyone to talk to writing because you chose not to talk to anybody writing although it's about time you stopped writing you'll never get to "the point" writing because you already said it writing in case you forgot writing can be impractical writing is this practical? writing to hope somebody will read it and understand though you may never talk about it but that's okay writing because i dont have much (to lose) writing it is a form of magic that took a long time to develop from basic language writing why stop here writing i could be dead writing i could be lots of things writing nothing writing writing (until my eyes close)
12.	Timeless Shadow 01:13	lyrics	buy track
shadow this isn't me where does it come from what is it? is it really? can it be present with fear not to cave into the shadow where an experience is reached for and the result is what touches me. presently as if i am there who knows what do i own me my self our we? are are? hourly timeless.
13.	7777777 03:39		buy track

about

These recordings are the document of a wish towards creating something objective that will change and hopefully develop with effort over time and now exists as a series of poetic inquiries directed at myself to share with others.

My artistic intention aims at healing the personal and neurotic nature of my self and sharing my human vulnerabilities through recordings and performances.

These recordings are the result of what a part of me thinks making an attempt towards uncovering subconscious feelings and ideas are to reveal aspects of my personality by using what is assumed to be direct language.

The words were written while spending the better of 3 months in Joshua Tree and driving up and down the west coast between LA, Big Sur, Oakland and other states.

The tape has been assembled to share with others on a tour that i've been inspired make happen so that i can continue traveling and seeking out potential answers to my mysteries, inquiries, and the desire towards knowing my self for health related reasons.

Feel free to ask any questions:
I does not know how to help others because I does not know who they are... but i can hope to try.

Thanks for reading, listening, & checking this out.

+Blessings+

Words written from April to September 2015
Recorded in Oakland, Joshua Tree, 5 South Freeway
Solidified in Oakland & digitally in Ashland OR.

credits

released August 25, 2015

Written & Performed by Name Vital
Mixed & Recorded by Cameron MacKenzie
Digital Mix by Zack Vidal
Released by Tingo Tongo Tapes