I had been traveling a lot and was back at my spot in Oakland; sleeping in my car parked in the backyard.
What must have been that night, I re-met a tragically beautiful person who came to my mind while writing this; a mutual friend of a friend i had just taken a walk with. I don't know them but they've said some of the most beautiful things i've ever heard.
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Your Reason is a Phallus
My obligation is,
unheard of
You cry
I live my life like a monster,
enchanted wit,
sorrows tart taste.
I wish i had some chocolate.
I went on a walk today,
and felt myself.
Covered in skin
and heart aflame
The scent of a flower numbed me.
with its hot poker stickin' out
a green star sit perfectly
between 5 purple petals and
a small white stripe came
from the middle.
When you love
your hurt
so much
that you're alive
and you do not know how to express it
in another person's pain;
A pedophile touched my heart.
He was drinking to die.